Sonia that is beautiful. I am so glad to here that you are doing such great work with and for yourself. When I read this, my soul instantly become happy for you. Please don't get discouraged with the work, even though it seems negative to you. Sometimes things have to get worse before they get better. These things are all part of the process of become more aware, more conscious. I myself was getting a little frustrated, because I wasn't having surreal experiences with my meditations. Up until this week, I was trying to make myself have a profound experience, which of course, only served to push away any such experience from me. For the past week when I have been meditating, I have been letting go, rather than trying to make something happen. Last night when I was sleeping, I had one of the most profound dreams that I can ever remember. Right after I woke from it, I got out of bed and started writing it down, so that I won't forget it. I have been working on what it means now for about 4 hours. So as you can see I did not get a lot of sleep, nor am I the least bit tired. I would like to share this dream with all of you.

Please forgive me for this long post, but as I said, it was a very memorable and profound dream...

From what I can remember, my dream started with me participating in a Yoga class at a college (it seemed to be a junior college). In this class there were around 200 students, of which, only about 25% of them were fully participating. (Reflections: To me this represented how only 25% of our society is fully participating in our evolution, of which we are all a part of, while the rest are all being directed and lead while in a constant state of unconsciousness. Like in Plato's "Allegory of the Cave" story*).
The next thing that I can remember I was an astronaut, if you will, at a facility that wasn't quite like NASA, but was more like the movie "the matrix," but rather than in a ship, it was more like in a office building. I was having my doubts about wanting to go out in space anymore because I was starting to realize that there was more to life (I was beginning to wake up, not from my dream, but from the false reality that I had allowed myself to believe that other had told me about. Just like what most of our society experiences today, as did I up until 4 years ago). Then something weird happen, to me, where I was all of a sudden overcome with sleep (in my dream), almost as if I were drugged, but it was a peaceful purposeful sleep. When this sleep came over me, I, all of a sudden, found myself being prepared for my journey, but no one was preparing me, all of the proper procedures and preparation were just kind of happening to me. After I became overcome with sleep, in my dream, I started to see these events unfolding as a observer (observing myself) rather than seeing through the eyes of myself. So, as a result, I was powerless to stop any of these events, even if I wanted to. Which to tell the truth, I really didn't want to stop these events from occurring, I was to enthralled as to what was happening to want to interfere.
Shortly there after, I found myself being transported somewhere. This transportation, that I was observing, was more like being beamed up, like in Star Trek. I could see all of my cells slowly breaking up until they were all gone from my view at the facility, where all of this was taking place. I then found myself to be in outer-space, in some kind of pod that contained just enough room for me and my space suit. (Reflections: I am not sure why I all of a sudden had on a space suit, but there is was, fully dressed in one.*) I then kind of came to a stop, sort of like landing, but I can not say that I landed on any surface, it was more like I just came to a stop (Reflections: I really have no better way to explain that*). I then just kind of appeared, outside of my pod, out in the middle of space floating around. I could see that I (remember, I am still seeing myself through the eyes of an observer) had almost free will to move about, in outer space, even though the lack of gravity would usually have limited my mobility without the assistance of some kind of momentum. I was able to move about with a sort of grace (I guess the best way I could describe it would be, picture how you see astronauts moving on the moon and how slow and gracefully they move. I was able to move with that sort of grace but with even more freedom, do as I pleased and go where I pleased. I could change directions at will.) As I was moving about in space I came across an empty vessel that seemed to be the shape of a missile (wider at the bottom and smaller towards nose, but in this case it was hollow all the way through and had no top and no bottom.)

To be continued.......

As I started to enter this "vessel" I could no longer see myself. it was kinda like I was was observing myself moving through this "vessel" without actually seeing myself (Reflections: It was like playing a video game, where I was watching my character move from right to left at a certain pace, but yet was hidden from view as the observer. Try and picture playing the original Super Mario Bros. on Nintendo, and watching Mario enter one of those pipes. The screen would move and you knew when your character, Mario in this case, would come out the other side. My view of this event worked just like that, and I could tell exactly when I would come out the other side, which wasn't very long after I entered the "vessel"*). I was moving through this "vessel" from the top, down to the bottom. Although, I was moving through this vessel sideways, because it was sitting horizontally, rather than vertically. When I came out the other side, I had changed from a male to a female (a beautiful female) and I was no longer wearing a space suit, but rather regular clothing. (Reflections: To me this represented come into a new life, like a butterfly breaking through it's cocoon as it changes from a slug, with all of it's self imposed restrictions, to a beautiful butterfly, free to go very ever it can imagine going*). I also observed that there was a ice cream cone floating directly in front of my face (I am just observing all of this), and I could see myself eating ,and really enjoying, this ice cream cone. I was not using my hands to eat this ice cream cone, but rather I would just kind of calmly lung at it with my whole body and then position my mouth to take a bite out of it (kind of like you see astronauts do when out is space while aboard their space shuttle). when I had first noticed the ice cream cone, the ice cream was already down to the level of the cone, so I was mostly just eating the cone by now. As I was observing all of this, while still moving from right to left, on "my screen" (from the eyes of the observer)
I then started to noticed, coming into my view, an ocean of water. As I prepared myself to immersed myself into the water, I started to notice that I was coming upon a beach. As I started to move down I could see people on the beach, walking about and conversing with one another. As I set my first foot down I could see that I was coming upon another realm. (Reflections: I don't know if you have ever seen the movie, "What the bleep do we know" but it was just like the main character when she stepped onto the basketball court and kinda moved into another dimension. After stepping into this other dimension, or reality, if you will, she was able to see things in ways that she was not able to see them before*). I just kinda walked through an invisible barrier, and into another world. When I appeared on the other side, I was almost immediately welcomed by a man, who didn't say anything to me but just kind of walked along side of me, while we walked further away from the water and towards the beach, I observed that I started to get cold (while before, when out in outer-space, I did not observe myself being anything other than completely comfortable.) All of a sudden, out of nowhere, a long trench-coat sweater thing that I always see women wearing (I don't know what it is called) appeared and was being put over my shoulders by the man who was walking with me.
Then all of a sudden I was me again (the me that was in the Yoga class back in the realm where this whole dream started).I then immediately found myself at the door of the facility where I (the astronaut) had been warped, for lack of a better word, from. I was so deeply concerned that I (the astronaut) was not okay, and that I (the astronaut) had been sent into outer-space against my will. And the reason that I knew/felt this was because I had seen all of this happen (just like I have already described) as if I had had a dream about it (trippy huh?). I then decided to go straight to the launching site because I was so concerned (for myself). As was on my way to the, "man in charge", of this facility. On my way to see him, I got a glimpse (like an epiphany) of my body still sitting my the chair that I was sitting in before the Journey began (Reflections: The best way that I can explain this would be like the movie "The Matrix", but instead of sitting at a slight angle backwards, I was sitting in a more upright position with my head kind of in a slumped position, almost rest on my chest, looking towards the ground*). I had also noticed, in my epiphany, that I was a female, and a different one from the one who came out the other side of the "vessel" that was shaped like a missile, that was out in outer-space. (Reflections: I am not really sure what this means*). This female that I saw was wearing a flight suit, like the ones that astronauts wear before blasting of on a mission into outer-space, while still aboard their space shuttle. I had a sign around my neck, that I saw but did not read. Although I did not read the sign, I understood it to be something that the other people had put around my neck as a joke, because they had all found that the sad state, that my body appeared to be in, was quite funny to all of them.

To be continued........

When I arrived at the office of the "man in charge," I asked to see my friend (me) and I was immediately asked why by him (the "man in charge"). I could see and feel the panic in this man's face as a result of first seeing me, and then of me asking to see my friend (me). In response to his question, I answered that I had some good news to share with my friend (me). I was then given the run around about why I could not see my friend (me) I very quickly become frustrated why him because I knew that he was lying to me. When I could see that I was not going to get any cooperation for this guy, I immediately went to the operations room where my friend (me) had embarked on this journey. The secretary, whom I knew, Immediately looked very concerned, as I entered demanding to see my friend (me). She, too, started to give me the run around and I, in turn, got even more. I then started get enraged and started demanding to see my friend (me) right away. The more angry I become the more I noticed that I had a hard time speaking, as if the more enraged I was, the more my words came out as a whisper. As a result, I tried even harder to speak louder, so that my demand would be heard, and all the happened was that my words become even softer. When I wasn't getting what I wanted from the secretary, I started to pound on the table, She then called security and as the security officer got closer I waved him over. I then asked him what I can do about this dilemma, that I found myself in(as if he already knew the whole story). I was able to speak calmly and intelligently with the security officer, and he replied that I would need to get a whole team of lawyers to help fight this situation.
That is when I woke from my dream, and started to contemplate what I could remember, and the more I contemplated, the more was able to remember. So I decided to get out of bed and turn on my computer so that I could write it all down (this is what i just finished doing). The first metaphysical book that I read ,after becoming awakened four years ago, was called "the Kin of Ata are waiting for you" by Dorthy Bryant. In this book it talked about how our dreams are the reality and what we see, feel think, in this world/realm is false and in just simply an illusion of our own creation. The Atans had learned long ago that if you follow your dreams you will not be lead astray, ever! If you follow your dreams, always, you will live life in a constant state of peace and joy (that is, of course, only if you could refrain from interacting in this illusion. Which, of course, we all know is very difficult). So a tool that the Atans would use to try and help themselves remember their dreams was to tell it to the first person that they saw after waking up. That is what I am doing here! I am writing this dream down and sharing it with all of you so that I will always remember this vision.

I put about bunch of comments of my reflections as looked back on to this dream. There are more that I can remember but, alas, I have run out of time. I will add more later today.

Greetings everyone. I haven't posted a reaction for a while because to be honest I have either forgotten to focus in or have forgotten what happened! LOL. Perhaps thats not a bad thing. The more I do this, the more I think I don't really want to focus in and know what is happening. But curiosity got the better of me and I decided to focus again this week and to offer myself for 6 hours instead of 20 minutes. Quite a jump, but I felt that I probably could handle that as long as I didn't try to focus in on that much time. I also changed the time. The past few times I thought I would do the work in my dream time while I slept. I didn't really like that as I definitely felt sleep disturbances and my husband said I seem to be on fire and he could not bare to be near me. So in the interest of a good night sleep and keeping the peace I opted for 5pm to 11pm. I tuned in for about 40 minutes. During that time I very definitely got the sensation of sand and desert. After that there was the real sensation of burning in my nose, throat, sinuses. I could taste this very chemical taste. I then sensed oil fields and polluted air. I don't know if that was my logical mind trying to make sense of it or if I was involved in some environmental clearing. Either way it passed and I felt a lot of energy surges (feels like an electrical hum). I then felt very peaceful and went into a deep place of peace. All that in 40 minutes and like always with me, spirit finds a way to jolt me back- usually the phone rings but this time it was my little dogs pouncing on me. I was fine for the rest of the 6 hours. I feel fine today too so all is well. I think I will repeat this routine next week too as it seems to work. Might I suggest to Sonja, if you are too tired, maybe consider not trying to focus in and just let the work happen. Its like loaning your car to a friend. You don't need to know where they drove it, just that it has been returned safe and sound and maybe even cleaner than when you lent it!

I felt some heavy pressure in my third eye, and it moved all the way down, and even into the bridge of my nose and through my head, and other chakras, eventuially it started to feel like an "expansion" or stretching feeling. then my breathing relaxed throughout the day/afternoon.i could continuously feel a slight stirring going on then another feeling of "expansion"

Today was a very nice meditation and I had my love sit beside me to join into meditation. I explained we are meditating for our earth and all who inhabit this beautiful place. We sat for a full hour or more in a deep state. We feel the earth's core as well as our hearts in our breathing, the inhale and the exhale, pulsating. We did not look for wheelies or light shows. We just wanted to confirm the peace and intelligence of earth and nature in union. We noticed a crescendo or good emotion, and we concluded this meditation with a long warm embrace as if to embrace everyone/all that is. I had a glimmering of appreciation of the precision movement of earth into space, rotating and revolving that I wanted to do a dervish, which I did and enjoyed. We then danced and had a hearty laugh, then went back to our chores.

Charles Wildbank

so much for so many people - us all! wow.

meet-up 2/17:

very soothing this round with blue water tones and lots of seeping into soil feelings. i also felt movement, rotation and life in the earth and the light around her. she felt happy and stable - beautiful. the thought/feeling that every particle of me, those around me and all of the earth was intertwined and free all at the same moment was very much in my consciousness. how calming this was. how thankful my being is for this. heal sweet Gaia and radiate your brilliance!

<from feb 17 session>

Ann
"very grounding and soothing"

Dave Bentley
"From this mornings meditation again I can see how it is that our"manufactured issues are nothing more than a "mirage"...we must all be careful what it is that we give our attention to...we can choose !Thank you David and all of you especially the creator for affording all of us the opportunities to ascend as one."

rachel
"This was very intense session. I asked myself, how can I be of service to the group(s) of people that I'm assign to. However, what I got was an opportunity to look at my beliefs and how they create the situations that are present in my life. It was an awakening. I was able to do a lot of reflection, releasing and changing....whew...I t was very humbling. Right now I'm feeling irritable. And that resistance is coming from within me as i work on wholeness. Being this sensitive does not excuse me from how I listen and respond to my family and others....I'll remember to practice human dignity with empathy.... Thank you for allowing me to share....All is well...rachel sephora"

Cassi
"felt a surge of energy off and on through out the day, tried to stay focused and spiritual."

LYNDA & DYLAN
"WE tuned into spirit on this session for the full 24 hrs and it was a amazing day... between us we felt the energies come and go and occassionally we had zone outs where moments of time just disappeared as such. I think spirit was taking over then as maybe it was getting quite strong for each of us ....As we were going about our day at the time it was a entirely different session this time.. thanks and we are glad to have been of service to humanity and our earth.. see you next sunday as well... L & D..."

Ellie
"At first the experience was very clear. Now the process has become subtle and less noticeable, especially in the evening hours when I have decided to do this work. I will continue to be a part of this this until it is necessary but its hardly noticeable to me at this point. "

victoria
"did 24 hrs. for the first time-wonderful experience-thanks to all-till next time -light & love victoria"

I went from 12 a.m. to 6 a.m. Normally the experience makes me feel very irritable, so I thought I would stop there. I then went from 9 p.m. - 11:59 p.m. that evening. I felt incredibly cold all day, right to the core. Hot beverages and food couldn't warm me up. I was starting to wonder what was wrong with me but I remembered how I felt after a session with David. This chill was far more intense however, right to the core. I could not warm up until after I went to bed that night. I usually feel more positive and more in-tune during the late evening part of the session. I am getting used to feeling irritable on this day, but always hoping for a more positive response. Love being part of it!

Dorothy, thanks for sharing this. The cold sensation you felt was another manifestation of the Shadow. Sometimes the Shadow stuff is perceived as darkness and negativity, but it is also this cold (which is a very slow, old low level vibrational energy). Reminds me of what Dante said about the realms of Hell, one was a fiery pit, another a frozen lake... Also reminds me of when someone describes another as having a "cold heart".... this is what you were processing out here, but for the planet. Good Job !